Saturday, September 27, 2014

When..

-My Life Story-

Nama aku Jenylia Pa-un. Umur aku baru 21 tahun ketika aku mengarang teks ini.  Aku lahir pada bulan September on 9 hari bulan.  Aku tinggal dengan keluarga angkat aku sejak dari kecil. Dan aku telah didedahkan soal status aku sebagai anak angkat sejak aku kecil. Mana family kandung aku? Soalan itu memang kerap disoal bila aku kata yang bahawa aku pemegang status anak angkat. Mereka masih ada dan aku mengetahuinya. Family angkat dan family kandung aku ada relation. Mak kandung aku sepupu dgn mak angkat aku. Dan aku kalau ada masa aku akan melawat mereka. Main-main kat rumah mereka.


Apa perasaan bila ada dua family?

Erm.. aku boleh katakan aku beruntung. Sebab? Sebab aku ada ramai saudara mara. Boleh samakan dengan perasaan bila korang dah kawin kot. Ada keluarga mertua mcm tu. HAHA.. don’t know la sebab for me, I’m so grateful that I’ve been given such a lovable families. Terutamanya bila kita ada masalah kita boleh consult dgn mereka. Mana tahu mereka boleh tolong ringan kan masalah or beban kita.


Credit photo: Google



I don’t know why I write those things. Maybe sebab I want to share something that I have that you don’t have, something I want that I don’t have, right? Just want to explore my feelings by writing it down here.  There’s gonna be times that we will feel so alone, no one understand u and feel so terrible. But you must remember that, you have someone that really care about you that you call family. The best person ever who will listen to our problems is Him the Almighty of course and our Moms also is the best listener when want to share something.


As for me, aku jarang share something with others unless the topics were so interesting. Whenever I have something happen with my friendship, I usually consult with my mum. She is the best listener that I have.  When it comes to something that I couldn’t share with my family, I always consult with my best friend, Inez.  Whenever I’m having difficulties, my family and my best friends always support me. I really grateful because I’ve given such a beautiful and understanding creatures be by my sides. Thank you, God. For sending all those peoples to me.



JP.